A Mess…

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The world is a mess of gorgeous chaos. Simple? No. But something about the unpredictability of it all is strangely, tragically beautiful. It’s a balanced system of learning & evolution. Whether pleasure or pain; every situation serves a purpose. It is up to us to recognize what that purpose could be.

That’s My Sky….

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And one day, I’d like another sky. I poured my brain & heart into this, may be I’ll disagree with my current perception in two years, b’coz that’s the nature of being my age, but for now, it’s the most powerful thing I can feel.

I’m tired of barely living in a world that always told me the point of this life is to go out there and look for gold. They say, love is everywhere. I say, fake-ness is in the air. Yeah.. I cannot say 100%, we all are aware of the real ratio.

Every time they question my relationship status, the process of snapping of xyz question marks, full stops & advises overflow! Well, I’m comfortable enough to just say it: I’m single. Yup. That’s me. I’m solo. I eat alone. The problem ain’t the guys. The problem ain’t the digital age. It’s me. I’m the problem. I need to see all the ways I am standing in my own way before I ever welcome someone else into that equation, thinking they can solve it for me.

The story of how I got to that point is for another day but I know I packed a full suitcase for the girl I used to be yrs back and I sent her off with one way ticket in her hand. And I literally want to deliver this short note to all my single friends out there, rather than concentrating on why-the-hell-I-repel-opp-sex?!? , start focusing on Hell-Yeah!-I’m-fuckin-awesome!!

When you can stand before yourself-in a mirror, in a car or wherever you do all the internal talking-and say, ” I’m okay alone. I’m cool on my own way. I’m legitimate. They should right rap anthems about me. I’m single and that doesn’t mean I’m not complete.”

We’ve heard this saying hell a lot of times “Love yourself first, before anyone else!” But on a serious note, how many of us actually tried to implement it ?!? For me, If you don’t love yourself in the right way, you can’t love your neighbour. You can’t be as good as you are supposed to be.

Man…We’re still babies with something to prove. Instead of 500 pieces, there’d be suddenly 1000 pieces. And if u’ve ever tried to assemble two puzzles at once you draw a lot of conclusions quickly: when you share your life with someone- you realise it’s two puzzles. No matter how “one” you become there are still two puzzles scattered on the table. If you’re single I think it’s probably better to resolve and say: okay, I’ve my own pieces right now. Only mine. So I’ll do my best to figure out the pieces I’m holding while there is still just one puzzle to solve.

The moment you’ll start feeling you’re complete in yourself, be like, you won’t need to go & search for happiness in others! Other people can’t be medicine, ’til u wanna get alright! You know, It would be a better love when the person who chooses you is complete too. And sees your completeness. And you can both sit there with your hands in the spaces of one another and recognize: there’s no completing this time around. There’s adding on. There is complimenting one another. But there’s no completing because you’re not any missing pieces.

Take life one cup at a time!

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One step at a time, there’s no need to rush, its like learning to fly or falling in love, it’s gonna happen when it’s supposed to happen.
With each step, the wind blows. 
With each step,a flower blooms.

#TakeLifeOneCupAtaTime #SelfMade #Painting #Love4Colors #LifesSimpleRules #CherishIt

Oops! She fell!

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The sun shone,
The wind blew,
And the heart….
Well, the heart just smiled.
An immense pleasure touches every bit of her,
When his head pops out in crowd behind a stranger.
He’s so used to his features,
That he doesnt know how beautiful he looks to her.
His eyes? His smile? His words? His dreams?
What took her heart away, is still an unknown scene.
Does he know that he’s the perfect guy with all his imperfections.
Does he know that he’s the all that she wants in her prayers and silent intentions.
She used to say that she doesn’t need anyone.
She used to chant that she’s the only one.
Unaware of the plans of god
Unaware from the turn he has played on the board.
She forgot to tie her shoes…
Oops! She fell!
Oops! She felt!
The feeling she didn’t get from ages.
The feeling she has a heart too,that was saved in some cages.
This is a happy world.
This is her world.
Is this temporary or permanent?
Is this something else or attachment?
She just doesn’t want any answers right now.
Let-it-be-&-go-with-the-flow ‘re her favourite lines for now.
Live this moment.
Make happy face.
Share the funny jokes.
& cheers to this moment’s play.
Her universe ‘ll never be same,
So she just gave hi5 to the sky on his name.
What life has in store for her,
Is the subject of future.
Good-bad-happy-sad,
Are absurd words for her.
There’s one thing she can’t deny
Goodbye…argh..won’t be easy!
But she doesn’t believe in apologizing for how she feels.
Feelings… Just are!

THE WAIT….

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She bites her nails,

He clicks his pen.

She’s strolling around,

He lives in his den.

In spite of being strangers,

They steal each other’s time.

In spite of not being together,

They trust the timing of their lives.

She fell in love with him,

Having faith in his existence.

As he’s the only one,

Who’s alive in her thoughts with persistence.

He makes her wanna be better.

He makes her wanna be sane.

He makes her wanna be beautiful,

In her simple little ways.

He can’t really explain what it is,

But the moment his thoughts get a glimpse of her,

Brings what’s-happening-to-me-question-mark.

BOOM…

He fell in love with the way she makes him smile.

The way she motivates him,

Totally fades away his cry.

Even though she may be miles apart,

But he still feels like she’s right here in his heart.

Every thought when-we’ll-meet,

Brings Titillation-attack to their minds.

Waiting for destiny’s big picture,

Is like playing hide and seek with their kinds.

But they know one thing very well,

That they don’t deserve any less in each stage’s farewell.

One day he’ll appear in full regalia.

One day she’ll set foot in with refinement.

By the time they meet,

They’ll be quipped enough to commit oneself to each other.

By the time they meet,

Their want to love each other will be inveterated.

No matter how long it takes,

I hope they know they are worth the wait….

They are worth the wait!

A Pretty Picture

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She paints a pretty picture
With her beloved stuffed ducks
 
Their feathers are too bright
Their songs are too sweet and wild
Their never-ending lust to roam around
Their art to laugh-out-loud
Their countless crazy thoughts
Their all-time favourite walks
Their highly-rated hobby is to tease
Their love to fantasize in cool breeze
Their numerous here-to-go schemes
Their talent to solve all the if-&-but possibilities
Their “wat-d-hell-is-wrong?” pops up the concern
Their infinite trial to cool down the burn
Their long-time planning to give surprise on the bdayz
Their random-weird acts make everyday a fun day
Their first meeting is mere a co-incidence
Their wish to stay together is a decision taken in full sense
 
But their time is flying away
Soon they’ll swim on the separate ponds
But the will to meet
Somehow will let them search the other’s spot
As Life’s too short to miss someone
So why not to land & escort
 
At that time
She’ll look at this picture
She wouldn’t ditch her route to happiness!
And a thought will cross her mind:
She painted a pretty picture
With her beloved stuffed ducks…!!!